emilieisjammin

Mon, 02 Feb 2009 04:43:37 GMT

i realized that i really miss cheerleading.
like holy. i miss being sore and competing. i miss the nervousness and excitement we would get when we would run on to the competition floor. i miss my teammates. i miss allie and amy. I miss the feeling of nailing a stunt or a tumbling pass. i loved it, i loved the feeling.

:(

Fri, 05 Dec 2008 01:32:06 GMT

i need to stop liking my friends ex's

fuck my life.

dear body

Sun, 09 Nov 2008 06:21:31 GMT

please stop with your awful-ness
i dont enjoy.

thanks

your brain.

Wed, 29 Oct 2008 12:00:39 GMT

i want my feet to stop hurting so bad!!

FUCK BLISTERS

baby camden.

Wed, 22 Oct 2008 22:54:50 GMT

shes so cute.

On mommy's lap.

Smiling!

One of my favorites.

Sun, 12 Oct 2008 02:13:53 GMT

i cant believe i let that happen.

Fri, 10 Oct 2008 01:05:41 GMT

my best friend is my hero.
i could never be as strong as her.

I’ve got an army of skeletons, To chase your demons away.

Tue, 30 Sep 2008 00:39:06 GMT

i wish i could find someone to cuddle with.

Mon, 22 Sep 2008 20:38:55 GMT

he loves bright eyesssss.

i love him.

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

badbadbadbad

things that are happening in the next two months continued

Mon, 22 Sep 2008 03:34:42 GMT

11) Register to vote.
12) VOTE!!!
13) tell people how i feel about them
14) read one book a month.
15) tell my mom the truth.

dude

Sun, 21 Sep 2008 03:16:37 GMT

eating with a facial piercings is by far the strangest thing ever.

also....i freakin' love disney channel.

things that are happening in the next two months

Sat, 20 Sep 2008 23:24:24 GMT

1) getting my license.
2) get a cell phone.
3) get a car.
4) get another piercing.
5) save money.
6) get hair cut.
7) get better grades in college.
8) be better human being.
9) talk to one new person a day.
10) find winter romance. :)

oh my!

Sat, 20 Sep 2008 03:15:04 GMT

NOTE: ignore my gross face pimple.
but i got my lip pierced.
it didnt hurt! but i still had shane hold my hold my hand. the worst part was the clamp. really if i can handle it anyone can handle it. :)

ive realized

Thu, 18 Sep 2008 19:33:23 GMT

that i could never be a fashion designer. first im not that creative and i dont think i could handle the stress of it. fashion designers have a lot of balls. go fashion designers. really, i could never do anything that amazing in my life.

i have to work at the governors mansion today. im super excited because its easy and i love setting up and making the room look impeccable. watching the event play out and people being impressed is great satisfaction also. also the chefs who work there are amazing. they make some of the greatest food ive ever had. i dont care if i have to take the bus to work. i love working there. im so lucky to have a chance to work there.

my ears keep popping because im sick. its annoying but ive taken nasal decongestant and an allergy medicine so i should be good for a couple of hours. im just hoping for it to last through the event tonight. my head hurts so i might have to add a painkiller to this mix. we are also out of orange juice which sucks cause im stuck with grape juice.

im changing my major. i love sociology but i dont think its for me. ive realized that i want to be a teacher. teaching something seems right to me. i really love history and i want to share my love of history with high school student. i cant wait to go back to springfield and be a student aid for mr wharton or mr myers. :)

"Over and out," he sighed, "it seems I've run out of time.

Thu, 18 Sep 2008 07:26:33 GMT

Please tell my wife I loved her more than life itself."
"Over and out," she sang, as the telephone rang
"There's no pain, no answering no more."

the most beautiful boy at lincoln land hugged me today. Oh, i was in heaven. complete and utter heaven...
but
i cant like him.
nope.
no.
no.
he was walking around without his shirt on and he has a tattoo of his collarbone...i almost jumped him right there.
he also has the sexiest hips ive ever seen. is that creepy? some guys have really normal looking hips but alex holy shit hes smokin'.

we might be going to the show together?
well not together, but like with each other and shane of course.
everyone needs brotherly love. :)

I don't know how much of me you expect.

Tue, 16 Sep 2008 05:00:35 GMT

i dont think i can ever have a textbook normal relationship. it always turns out weird cause everyone is so freaking interconnected.
people need to fucking grow up and leave fucking springfield already. its really quite annoying and im sick of them.
i just want every boy ive dealt with to leave me alone.
just...shit.

errrrr

Thu, 11 Sep 2008 03:32:44 GMT

fuck him.

im about to cry.

Tue, 09 Sep 2008 01:11:40 GMT

i hate this situation i get into everytime i like someone.
fuck everything.

im glad im not going to speech wednesday then i wont have to see him.

eff

Mon, 08 Sep 2008 06:36:12 GMT

he just wants to be friends with benefits

Baby Camy

Fri, 05 Sep 2008 03:21:07 GMT

i cant wait to see her again!
goshhhh

she gets so much cuter everyday.
:)

Values as Blinders

Wed, 03 Sep 2008 05:45:42 GMT

im getting put back on anti-depressants.

and adderall

i plan on not having free thought ever again.

merrr

Sun, 31 Aug 2008 14:51:39 GMT

i have to work in an hour. i really really really dont want too even though i slept for like 15 hours. i miss having days where i dont have to do anything and being able to do whatever i want. work sucks.
but in like a week or so i get to see my niece and my older sister. which im really looking forward to. camden is so cute and ive only seen her three times since she was born. :(

oh dearrr

Wed, 20 Aug 2008 01:38:40 GMT

so ive had a 102 degree fever for the past three days
so my mom took me to the doctors
i havent been able to swallow in like four days

so they did a strep test
negative

then the doctor ordered blood cultures and another strep test

i also got prescribed vicodin and azithromycin

i still feel like complete and total shit.

Thu, 07 Aug 2008 19:44:47 GMT

today i had a interview at macys.
i really hope i get the job. or any job for that matter.

hehehe yayyyy

Thu, 07 Aug 2008 02:11:11 GMT

my sister is being induced saturday!